Thursday, July 25, 2019

South Sudan: Law of Attraction 1



During our downtime, while doing Blanket Supplementary Feeding Distributions, one of my staff mentioned that she is reading the Law of Attraction and that she actually attracted me and the job.

I then told her that I have tried manifesting things but it seems like the Law of Attraction is not working for me. Then suddenly, I remembered that I have indeed attracted so many things in my life. Mostly, these are those which seems impossible during the time I wrote it in 2014.

Later in 2017 when I flew back home to the Philippines after spending almost a year in Iraq, I accidentally read that journal where I wrote down my bucket list. I have actually forgotten what I wrote there but I was amazed that almost 90% of what I wrote down there came true. 

These were the ones which came true:

  • Float in the Dead Sea. 2017
  • Go cliff diving. 2016

  • Play paintball. 2017
  • Learn a new language. Arabic 2017 until now
  • Go on a mission trip. 2016
  • Ride an elephant. 2016

  • Swim with dolphins or whales. 2016

  • Visit Hello Kitty Town. 2014

  • Have a romantic date under the stars. 2015
  • Travel with someone I love. 2016.2017.

  • Learn how to drive a car. 2019

  • Watch the sunset with someone I love.2015
  • Have my dream job.2016
  • Fall in love.2015

  • Fly first/business class.2019

  • Travel with my best friends.2018

  • Ride a camel in the dessert.2017

  • Visit Angkor Wat.2015.2016.
  • Visit the Taj Majal.2017

  • Feel great in a bikini.
  • Finish writing in a journal.
  • Be in two countries at once.
  • Get drunk with the man I love.2016
Laolao in Luang Namtha, Laos

  • Travel somewhere new each year.
2014: Singapore, Malaysia
2015: Vanuatu, Indonesia
2016: 

  • Send a postcard to Yumi from every country I am in.
  • Learn how to surf. 2018

  • See a nutrition program in another country.

  • Be an International Field Staff.

  • Buy a bag from Guess.
  • Go to Hong Kong Disneyland with Yumi.

In 2014, I went to Phnom Penh, Cambodia for training but we did not have enough time to go to Angkor Wat. I was so disappointed because I really want to see it. I remember seeing a picture of it in on the in-flight magazine on the way back to the Philippines. So, I tore it out, glued it to my journal and wrote at the bottom that one day, I will go and explore it with my husband. The next year, our conference was held at Angkor Wat and I explored it with my friend Anne. Then, a year after, I explored it again with Haring M. Who knows...I might be back again and this time with my husband.



These are the ones from my 2017 list that came true:
  • See Haring M in 2017.

  • Visit the Holy Land.


I also checked out my other journals from previous years and was amazed how many of the things I wrote down there cam true as well!

Sunday, July 21, 2019

Devotions: FAITH

But without faith, it is impossible to please Him...
Hebrews 11:6

How do we have faith in something which no eyes has ever seen or no ears has ever heard?

Already in real life, we have difficulty in having faith in one another's capacity or even in our own. We judge people according to our perception about them or what we have heard about them from others. We also have a tendency to have self-limiting beliefs.

We only use faith when we run out of options. We tend to turn to prayers and to God and say 'Bahala na!' when we have done everything through our own strength but nothing has happened. We only turn to God when our worrying, procrastinating and blaming others has rendered no results. Maybe this is because faith is unnecessary when we are able to rationalize things or we have the resources. It is then true that our strength is made perfect in our weakness. (2 Corinthians 12:8-10)

When Job's faith was put into test when he lost everything he owned, God said to him in Job 38-41:'Job, who am I? Who flung the stars into the heavens? Who created the great monsters of the deep? You know who I am Job. Knowing me, why are you calling me into account? Trust me!'

To ave faith in something you also need to trust. Trust requires courage to believe in something greater than yourself and in turn, this gives you strength. 

There are many ways that God wants us to act in faith. And these are also the areas where God often tests us. 

The first one in our own personal GROWTH through the challenges we encounter in our daily lives. 'Rooted and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught and overflowing with thankfulness. Colossians 2:7

Next in SOWING wherein 2 Corinthians 9:6 says, 'Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly. Whoever sows generously will also reap generously.' The classic example for this is the Golden Rule where whatever we do unto others is also done to us or tithing by giving back 10% of our income to the Church. This can be a bit challenging because 10% is also a big chunk of one's income. 

Lastly, God challenges us in GOING. 'By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going.' In fact, going to Iraq or here in South Sudan is an act of faith by itself because these are unknown insecure places I am going to. Even dating another person is also an act of faith as you open your heart for the possibility of heartbreak.

However, when we step out in faith, it is when miracles and breakthroughs happen. 

I always tell myself that if I am able to ride an UNHAS flight to the Upper Nile with crazy white-haired Bulgarians on a stormy day and relax, why can't I entrust the course of my life the same way to God as well?

Skincare Tips from Proactiv+ 3-Step Clear Skin System


I remember reading a story about an encounter between an enlightened man and his student. One day, the student caught his teacher spending time in front of the mirror, fixing himself. The student then asked him, 'Guru, why do you still check yourself in the mirror when the beauty of the soul is what truly matters?' The Master replied, 'So as not to offend others with my look.'

Keeping a good appearance is sometimes not about vanity. Not only does it make yourself feel good, you make others feel better in your presence as well. Proactiv dermatologist Dr. Laura Savage shares with us her tips on how to take care of your skin

Tip #1 - Cleanse gently and wisely

While deep cleansing sounds desirable to purify oily blemish-prone skin, over-washing and harsh cleansers can do more damage than good – by stripping away the protective barrier, skin is left dry and vulnerable to bacteria. Avoid using soap too – the high pH of soap will dry the skin and cause a compensatory surge in oil production, leaving skin in a confused state with an undesirable combination of dry and greasy patches.

Choose a cleanser containing helpful anti-inflammatory ingredients such as salicylic
acid to help soothe inflamed pimples, and gently massage over the entire face and neck for at least 60 seconds (to allow any active ingredients to take effect). Avoid cleaners and toners containing harsh alcohol-based astringents and ingredients such as witch hazel, which typically cause a sting on application and make the skin appear red. Small flaking patches might indicate you’re over-cleansing, so ease back and then gradually increase the frequency of use as your skin adjusts and gets used to the product.

Tip #2 - Make salicylic acid your star ingredient

Salicylic acid is one of the most effective breakout-fighting non-prescription ingredients and is a great choice of exfoliant for those with spot-prone and oily skin. Salicylic acid targets pimples by sloughing away dead skin cells that clog pores and lead to breakouts, and also minimizes pore visibility.

Tip #3 - Moisturize!

A common misconception is that moisturizing is bad for oily skin prone to breakouts. It’s true that many creams and lotions contain ingredients that can block pores and make breakouts worse, so never put a product designed for your body near your face.
Look for products labelled 'non-comedogenic', which is a fancy way of saying they don’t contain ingredients that block pores and lead to the formation of blackheads and whiteheads. Hydrating the skin with an oil-free moisturizer will not only counteract the drying effect of many spot treatments, but also loosen the pore-blocking sebum (skin debris and grease) leading to clearer and healthier skin overall.

Tip #4 - Give it time and be optimistic

Sometimes your skin can take a while to adjust to new products or active ingredients.
Direct your attention away from the guide on the bottle and focus only on your skin. If you experience signs of irritation or over-drying, try reducing the application to every other day (or even less often) for a couple of weeks before gradually increasing back to daily.
Remember that it can take 4-6 weeks for breakouts to diminish, so you need to persevere with a new product for at least this long (and ideally a bit longer) before really deciding whether it is doing the trick and clearing your skin.

Tip #5 - Keep your hands off!

As tempting and satisfying as it is, squeezing a pimple really is the worst thing you can do so keep your hands off! Pressure on an inflamed pimple will push the contents of the grease gland (oil, bacteria and dead skin cells) into the surrounding healthy skin which causes damage and more inflammation.
Squeezing can lead to a temporary darkening of the skin (so called ‘post-inflammatory pigmentation’) that can take weeks, even months to settle, and scarring, which can be permanent and difficult to treat – not cool. If you really find it difficult to resist squeezing, instead try applying a warm compress (like a clean face cloth) to the pimple for 5 minutes to reduce any swelling and then apply a for example a` salicylic acid-based product.

Tip #6 - Review your make up choices and clean your brushes

It’s a fact that as breakouts worsen, the more make-up we use to try to conceal the problem. For pimple-prone skin, making the right cosmetic choices and regularly cleaning applicators are essential if future breakouts are to be prevented.
Mineral-based make up products are a good option as they contain ingredients such as titanium dioxide, zinc oxide and silica that mop up excess oil without blocking pores. Also, switch to a concealer that contains a blemish-fighting ingredient such as salicylic acid to not only reduce the visibility of blemishes but also help reduce the size. And just as would be the case if you didn’t wash your face each day, make-up brushes accumulate a daily layer of pore-clogging product, dirt and bacteria – your skin’s worst enemy.
Aim to cleanse your brushes at least once a week using baby shampoo or a professional brush cleaner to keep them in tip top condition.

Tip #7 - Review your diet

For many years, the jury was out as to whether there was a link between diet and breakouts – the hard evidence was simply lacking. But over the past decade, many dermatologists now agree that hormones in cow’s milk may stimulate oil production and promote breakouts.
Similarly, foods with a high glycemic index can cause a spike in blood sugars, causing a rise in hormone levels and sending grease glands into an oily overdrive.
Try reducing cow’s milk intake to just 1-2 servings per day (or choose an unsweetened alternative like almond milk), and cut out fatty foods high in omega-6 fatty acids and refined sugars (generally found in all the foods you know are bad for you!) – even if your skin doesn’t dramatically improve, your waistline will!

Tip #8 – Use a good skincare routine like Proactiv+

Proactiv+ 3 Step Clear Skin System has Smart Target technology that delivers acne-fighting formulation directly into the pores. It is formulated to address blemishes help deliver PLUS benefits such as improved visible texture and clarity, brighten and smoothen skin, and diminish the look of dark marks. The 3-step system starts with a Smoothing Exfoliator which removes excess dirt and other impurities. The exfoliator is applied on damp skin and rinsed with warm water after two minutes. The second step is called the Pore Targeting treatment. It stops the acne at the source because it delivers blemish-fighting ingredient directly into the pore. The lotion is
applied all over face to allow full absorption. The final process of the Proactiv+ 3 Step Clear Skin System hydrates the skin with the Complexion Perfect Hydrator. The moisturizer will reduce redness, help lighten acne marks and help brighten skin.
Try Proactiv+ today!

About Dr. Laura Savage:
Dr. Savage studied Medicine at the University of Edinburgh, where she also obtained an honours degree in pathology. She trained as a Dermatologist within the Yorkshire Deanery. This included three-and-a-half years of research investigating the use of biological therapy in psoriatic disease culminating in the award of a PhD degree.
Please share this video by Dr. Savage on your blog.
Dermatologist skin tips: The importance of sticking with a skin routine to get rid of blemishes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TBYAyytTPv8&feature=youtu.be

Monday, July 15, 2019

SOUTH SUDAN: Honeymoon is Now Over


I still remember our induction in Switzerland and Juba. They have always emphasized that our first month in the country feels like a honeymoon. Everything will be new and novel to us; like tourists. We would be excited about everything we see, feel, taste, and experience. 

Having done several hardship assignments, the first three months never felt like a vacation. I just told myself that I have a contract to finish and an obligation to fulfill. My tech advisor always reminds me that my sole purpose here is to help the starving kids and that is true. That is what keeps me moving each day.

Today was a bit different. I woke up with my roomie sad, downhearted and crying. She said that this must be the end of the third-month honeymoon for her. She misses friends and comforts. I can't blame her. I missed those things since I have arrived.

Our friendship circle is very small. It is just me, her, and another girl. We do not really have a lot of people we can talk to here because we do not speak Arabic. Other than this, we live and work in the same place so our life just revolves around this 10 to 20 meters periphery.

On some days when we feel stressed and in need of freedom, we venture out to the market to get kerikede, a local reddish tea made from dried gumamela that is sour to the taste or the local bon or jabana aka coffee. However, my friend has gotten tired of this little treat as well. She is right in saying that even getting that tiny cup of coffee is stressful.


We get followed around by dogs and chased by children who keep on shouting 'Kawaja! (Strange white person) How are you?' which she finds annoying. Me? I just shout back 'Kawaja!' at them and this shuts them up. At the coffee stall, the chairs are usually broken and there are so many flies in beautiful colors that we need to ward off. Oftentimes, drunkards and beggars would often find their way to us or some random persons would walk up to us and say, 'Keif? (How are you? )Tamam?!(Good.)'

I sometimes wonder which is worse-this place or Tanna, Vanuatu? This place is as isolated but at least in Tanna there was the beach at the end of the day and Filipino snacks sold at the local store. Here, there are no chips/crisps. No chocolate. No junk food. There is ice cream but the water and milk source is dodgy so I would not want to take the risks of having a GI upset. The Nile hosts crocodiles. 

Some days like these, I find it harder to find the silver lining. Honeymoon is indeed over.